Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The Beast

There is an emptiness in me.
But more. There is a beast.
Waiting to see his greatest desire.
So that he can emerge and taint the innocence that is your beauty.
He is a dragon.
He lusts for you.
He wants to corrupt and destroy your innocence and create a new beauty.
A beauty that revels in the corrupt world that he resides in.
He will make you his queen.
And together you will sculpt the emptiness that is in me into the most beautiful creation.
But I love you for your purity.
Your elegance, your eloquence with words, your intelligence and innocence.
I cannot let him burn away to ashes all that you are to me.
With his help, I can be freed from the emptiness.
But I will not let you lose who are you to complete me.
So I will fight him.
But he will win.
Because I will give in.
And we'll all be happy.

Content

Content

Low lights, loud music, innebriation from a drink.
Light skin, long hair, music and body movements in sync.
Vacant eyes, broken dreams. Dance like you don't care.
Look at me. Dance. Dance like you don't care. 
Dance freely, mezmerize me with your aura of content.
Let life happen. Dance like your all alone. Free to move as you please.
Free to mesmerize me with your body. Free to hypnotize me with your eyes.
Eyes content with whatever happens. Eyes tired of caring.
Show your true self to the world but let no one in. 
I understand you. Your eyes mirror mine. 
Let me enter your world. Fill the vacancy. Destroy the emptiness. 
Let me do what I can't seem to let others do to me. 
I'm discontent with emptiness but cling to her like she's my best friend. 
How are you content? How do you revel in the loneliness? 
Teach my heart true freedom. Teach me to be content. 

Angel of Death: Death

And night time came.
And she walked forth.
I know who she is but her appearance is different than before.
Skin golden, angel wings. Naked.
First thought: she's the most beautiful creature I've ever seen.
Second thought: her legs are long and sexy, I can't wait to get between.
Love me, lust for me, need me.
Be addicted. Let your soul be afflicted.
Give up your free will, you won't miss it.
Let your body control you.
Give in to your desires.
If you let me into you, I rule your mind's empire.
Let me feel your wetness all around me.
I want to swim in your warm ocean.
I need your pinkness to surround me.
Your so warm, I need this all the time. 
Please feel the same, let me make you mind.
And when you do, promise that this is not all a lie. 
Fly high into the air, above the clouds, beyond the sky. 
Drop me down. Let me fall. Don't let me die.
I trust you.
With my body, mind and soul.
Let me fall mere inches away from the ocean. I don't care.
I know no matter how far I drop, when there's danger you'll be there. 
As the ocean closes in on me, after you dropped me from high up in space,
I know I'll be ok, I know your flapping your wings giving chase.
You close the distance between our bodies. You close the distance as I fall into the abyss.
You finally free my mind with your kiss.
You let me fall.
And then you let me die. 

Monday, January 9, 2012

The State of the Mind

The mind. Constantly working. Thinking, controlling movemvents. Performing intricate tasks.
Always under the constant stress of our daily lives. Our loves, our interest, and struggles throughout life weighing it down. It controls every part of our being. It never stops, and only has the momentarily release we give it while we sleep. Does it not need a rest during the day. A time to be free and relax itself from the struggles it endores daily and nightly as our struggles daily cause us to be restless in sleep. How should it be wrong or immoral that we alter our minds state of being and give it a momentary release from life's struggles?