Outer Shells

I guess my feelings really are invalid.
Cuz they are constantly looked over like the chick whose ass is the flat-est.
I guess they both have nothing to offer in terms of society's convention.
And in the same way they crave true positive attention.
To be looked at for who and what they are and not their outer shells.
For these are still feelings whether it is a man that had them;
For she's still beautiful even if it isn't the skin where her beauty's held.

3 years later.
With countless changes to my life. Hundreds of new faces and new experiences. Plenty of new girls, sex, weed, liquor.
Nights have gone by.
I've cried. Drank and cried.
and thrown things.
Screamed and held in screams.
All because I'll never know
if you ever loved me.