A Body

1st Feeling: All I want is a body
Anybody
To hold close until her fears fall away
To hold until my pain fades into empty space
To fall asleep next to and to wake up and watch her breathe peacefully

2nd Feeling: All I want is your body
Only your body
To hold to make up for past mistakes
To hold to show that my love is still there
To kiss gently to show you that I'll always care

3rd Feeling: All I want is nobody
To be alone
To lay in the safety of knowing that I cannot lose what I don't have
To pretend that my body doesn't crave another
To avoid reality and feel nothing