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I wish the moment would last forever.
I wish to freeze time and be here forever.
This one moment should never end.
This moment is perfection.
And yet time burns away.

I look back at that moment.
So long ago it seems now.
It has ended and so many things have changed.
So many promises that at the time seemed timeless.
Time faded away until we reached today.
Weight from my promises still heavy.
Promises have fallen through due to misunderstandings between me and you.
And I don't understand how we didn't make it,
after everything I did to make sure that we'd get through.

New day, new mindset. Old dreams haunt my mind.
Notions of what could've been floating in the back of my brain all the time.

Dreams of a life together, the dreams that we shared that'll never happen ever.
And letting go has been so hard, this makes me regret that we ever had a start.
It was perfection while it lasted, ignoring all the wrongs as they happened.
I loved you so much and now I'll hate you forever, but the fond memories make the bond that much harder to sever.